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HELLO, HELLO, FRIENDS-ONLY POST!

So, I typed up an entire post talking about who I am, what I like, what I don't like, what my favorite smell is (it's books) and how I've probably read Play It As It Lays a thousand times and still cry when I watch Titanic and how when I was eight I tried to turn my dad's Jeep Wrangler into a time-traveling machine after watching Back to the Future so I could go to the 80's and meet Michael J. Fox who I thought was just OMGSOCUTE and you can't judge me for things like this because you know you wanted to travel through time too, then and now. Who doesn't think about going back in time and preventing mullets?

Did I mention I have a tendency to use run-on sentences?

But anyways, I typed all of it up and it felt unneccesary to me, seeing as how you're bound to find this all out anyways because I tend to ramble self-indulgently and that kind of stuff always comes up at the most random times.

If that fact doesn't send you running for the hills, then welcome! I enjoy having new friends!

Whoops.

I totally forgot about this journal for a second there. Somehow, I find it comes easier to be on Tumblr, reblogging like a crazy foo' than to type up a post here. I'm going to try and get back to commenting, because I kind of suck at that right now, but just in case:

Mini-Hiatus?

Stalk me over on mah tumblr.

Bb ltrz.

Oh, hey, there. I just took part in like fifteen rounds of beer pong and my team came out as the winner. I kicked ass.

There was a LOT of beer, and I may have smoked three or five cigarettes and I may have smelt a guy's foot and pussied out of a game of strip poker and it was actually kind of fabulous.

But you know what? I feel like I am just so done with the boys around me lately - is it a solar eclipse and all of a sudden it's a feminists wet dream and all the girls have more balls than all the boys? Because really, the grass is not greener on the other side.

I'm kind of sick of being the mature one, mainly because anyone who knows me is certain that I am incurably immature, so to say I come out on top in that matter? Is bullshit, and means the world is lopsided, and leprechauns really do exist and all that bullshit.

Or, you know, that's a lie. I'm not done with guys. I'm just done with Alex.

He guilt tripped me all last week while I was in California (and I never texted him while drunk or high) and refused to talk about it, thus ruining half of my nights, and then tonight? I make a facebook entry (*sigh* facebook ruins everything, apparently) about EPIC BEER PONG and he asks me who I'm playing with, and I respond, VERY OBVIOUSLY JOKING, "a bunch of bikers, full of sperm"

And, well, I'm willing to admit to that being a misstep. on my part.

Even so, he calls me, I pick up, can't hear him. He hangs up. I go outside, call him, and explain to him calmly that I'm just having fun with Rachel and the guys are harmless and have their own girlfriends, and it's no big deal. And so he lies and says everything's fine, and he'll let me go.

Cut to, like, an hour later, after the beer pong tournament, and he's texting me about hating his life and not wanting to exist and wanting to slit his wrists and

WHAT THE FUCKING HELL

I'm sympathetic to people who are bummed, as I feel that way too sometimes, but this? This is utter bullshit. This is calling out for attention, and I do NOT need this shit. BECAUSE I MEAN. WHAT? REALLY?

Bullshit.

fucking facebook.

( who draw last? )

( tracklisting )

+ZIP

This is for Chantelle a.k.a. heureviolet because at some point in the middle of the night we decided we were too lazy to fall asleep but apparently had the energy to make mixes for each other. BE WARNED CHANTELLE: this mix makes little sense. Really, it's mostly songs that only have a tangible chantelle-ness to them, if that, but ultimately, they're just songs I want you to listen to. Some are groovy, some are trippy, and some are just emo. ENJOY.

(And psst, for those who want an example of what an awesome mix looks like, go check out what she made for me.)

♫ music friending meme ♫

DO IT.

Was just told by the nurse I called to go to the emergency room

Wish me luck

Last night's Mad Men? WAS FABULOUS. And it's no surprise that it was a fairly Joan-heavy episode, too.

But my favorite part of the entire episode had to have been the scene between her and Don. How has it taken me this long to notice the mad chemistry between the two? THESE TWO COULD RULE THE WORLD IF THEY JOINED FORCES.

So, therefore, I made a small little picspam of the scene:



( Don and Joan - 3x06 )

falseeeyelashes posted a meme, I asked, she gave me Jon Hamm. YUM.

The meme goes as follows: Comment, and I will give you a person. Find a picture of that person for each category. Post the results in your journal.

( WARNING: MAY CAUSE YOU TO MELT INTO A PUDDLE OF GOOD )

Rush is an Australian show, and I can't even remember how I came across it. On a site, maybe? I don't know, anyways, I've been wanting to do a picspam of this show for the longest time, and I was thinking of doing one once the show returned for the second season, but then the first two episodes were, well, boring, and my motivation went out the window. But then! The third episode is when shit finally kicked into gear. I guess emotionally destructive characters are the way to fuel my fire.



( RUSH - 2X03 )

INSOMNIA. It's a wonderful thing.




He reads his comic book out loud to her. *explodes*

(oh and hey, spreading the love: a much better picspam over here.)